Crawling the walls

Its amazing for some reason the past few weeks since i started working out i have been crawling the walls, i have a hard time sleeping at night overall but feel tired doing the day
geez i wish this feeling would stop

That was highly unexpected

So as most who knows me will tell im not a type that looks for relationships EVER EVER EVER!
However it seems now that i acturly have my self a girlfriend, not sure what els to say but a odd but nice feeling, i dont think anyone is acturly reading this blog anymore but if they do write a line
and i might start updateing agin who knows.

Fact of life.

Friends are like women: when put to the test, the goods often prove defective.

Sweet

Woot i have 3 apartments lined up a

33,4m =270 Euro
31m = 242 Euro
20m =270 Euro
so life is good once agin

~Mickey

Soo

So yes we are not friends, thats made clear by you.
And Why talk then? yes if your wondering i
have removed you from msn.
If you acturly want to talk you have my blog, and can ask there
i wasent trying to do anything tonight but simply talk
and aparently you had no interest in that at all....

And you know its you this is for rika.

The hardest question in my life.

I ironicly got the hardest question in my life from a anime,
maybe not the question but it made me ask my self the question
Anyone can ask Whats your dream, few however ask more then just that
If someone asked whats your dreams in life? 90% of all people would say " to do what i love to do"
I suppose this is a well correct question however what is it you love to do?
I can't honnestly answer that without lieing, i can't answer sutch a thing that for some people
seems no doubt ironicly simple, for me it feels like the most complex in life.
As if someone asked you, whats the meaning of life. But the last 24 houres have made me ask a lot of questions for my self. now i just have to try and find a few of the answer if i posserbly can

~Mickey

Hm what to do with the future.

I honestly don’t know what i should do, in a way i should cut all connections with her, in a another way I don’t want that, i just wish things at least our friendship would get back together but at this point I’m really not sure it will or ever can, i know it can’t as long as I’m not over you.

I’m sure you know how I feel you always have, you however have apparently never felt that, to you it was as you said “just a fling” for some reason to me It wasn’t, but I don’t want to talk about it as there’s no reason to now it wouldn’t change anything at all after all, what I’m saying is that I’m going to go away for some time I don’t really know for how long, hell I don’t even know if you ever read my blog?

If you do however I’m sure you know that this is meant for you if not then this is one hint

Do you remember cocorosie? And the time back then?

So I don’t know when I will be back maybe a month, maybe 10 who knows I just know I need some time

You have my phone number if you really need me I’m always there you know that.

~Mickey