hellfire

God right now it feels like my blood is on fire
i feel so mad for some reason, why idk
like my blood is boiling....
i seriusly need to get my emotions under controle
i need to sort things out, why does it bother me so
mutch? I cant controle what will happend but it botheres
me still, like sand running out of my hands thats how it feels
i hate it... I Hate it! geez why does it really bother me so mutch x.x
why does it effect me and makes me spin out of controle...
things will never be the same agin tho i at times wish they woud.