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staying within the law has it downsides
i just spendt most my money on bills x.x
stupid taxes.
I cant really rember what i have done this weekend.
i think i had some arguement with nicole aparently
and i think i acted like a idiot to rika. i wonder what els i have done?
Sigh i must say i feel really really depressed right now.
i dont see any good points in life tbh
and i dont see any reason for living...
im not sure what im going to do but i just had enough of life
i cant eat, i cant sleep, my head spins, my body hurts

i dont want to live........

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